Damn Those Epigraphs

Just got my ass handed to me by an epigraph. So as my own way of sweet revenge, I just deleted the damn thing completely from my manuscript and submitted it to Draft2Digital in less ambitious form. You're not losing anything from this, by the way. I thought at first that it would be an interesting touch to prepare readers for a pretty dark take on the Pied Piper legend (not that it needs to be darker if you've read up on it). 

And I've also been back on the sly, tweaking the book blurb for the past few days, and what we now have in this post is the final version, which I also submitted to D2D. 

Funnily enough, the final formatting and so on turned out to be as troublesome as the actual writing of this book. I found myself going back repeatedly, fixing things because I forgot to do this or that, and re-uploading the file then reviewing the final layout. Of course, I'd find something I forgot to take care of again and it was another round of shampoo and rinse. I think I spent around two hours just uploading, testing, fixing, and re-uploading until I finally got everything right.

Edits are done (yay!), hence the submission for the book's July 1 release. I was able to find the time and energy (a miracle, I tell you) throughout the week for editing work, and things wrapped up this morning. That said, I'm in dire need of a nap, which will have to wait till after all errands are done later. 

And so I have another book under my belt, and I'm looking forward to getting started on The Twilight Lover, which I've already decided to turn into a humorous ghost story. It's a good palate cleanser, if you will, after spending months writing a pretty dark book. And Compline is easily one of the darkest stories I've come up with. It also helps that I recently listened to an audio book of a funny ghost story, and that really inspired me to move forward with it. 

At any rate, I'll be doing a lot of resting and plotting for the rest of April as I plan to get going on The Twilight Lover in May. Also maybe I can work on the gallery page for Compline. I shouldn't drag my feet like I did with The Perfect Rochester, and while I'm happy with the way that page turned out, I kind of wish I did more for it. But it's no use wallowing over a gallery page.

So to get more humorous inspiration pumped through my veins, here's a great video I ran across weeks ago:

I must be doing something right on my visits to Youtube because the algorithms are filling my home page with videos on art, ghost stories, cats, and short documentaries on how things are made. Oh, and bookbinding and book restoration. 

'Compline' Blurb

As I'm currently still working on edits, not much else has happened that's worth noting. The day job's the day job, and we're hitting our cyclical slow season (Spring is always slow in our business). So things have been relatively chill but also are starting to drag. Once Mother's Day hits, things will begin to pick up and will ramp up from that point on as we hurtle toward the holidays. 

In the meantime, I was able to put together the blurb for Compline. As always, keep in mind that this can still be tweaked the closer I get to finishing edits on the book. I've never scrapped a blurb entirely before, but I almost always change a few things as time passes. 

So, anyway, this is it:

In a quiet corner of Prussia, late night peals of a ghostly bell summon select victims to a gruesome and otherworldly death. It’s a dark event that’s haunted the land for five centuries, and the truth behind it is made all the more elusive with superstition shrouding its history.

Lukas Geiger assists his uncle, a country doctor, and will do everything he can to unravel this mystery. It proves to be difficult, however, with doors being shut in his face while many young patients exhibit signs of physical abuse and neglect, and their tormentors succumb to the spectral bell’s calls. Surviving adults simply refuse to speak and leave their doctors frustrated and helpless.

Herrick Shriver returns to his birth country after finishing his studies in England, reuniting with the beloved uncle who helped raise him. Wide-eyed hope, however, crosses paths with dark secrets that refuse to stay silent. A strange bell tolls, and the night feels wrong. A silent figure stands on the moonlit drive, watching the manor house. Occasional nightmares about a long-dead friend trouble his uncle—as well as the doctors who look after him, one of whom catches and holds Herrick’s attention.

As their paths converge, Lukas and Herrick quickly learn that the truth lies in a long-abandoned church and its eerie collection of statues. That every step toward discovery is guided by a faded journal once owned by a nameless priest. That past and present might be more hopelessly entangled than they believed.

Set in an AU 19th century Europe, Compline is a gothic reimagining of “The Pied Piper of Hamelin”.

My blurbs tend to max out at around 250 words though I've gone past that before. Seriously, when writers complain about how much harder it is to distill their novel-length fiction into a handful of words, believe their pain. No matter how many books I've written and published, the torture stays the same. It SUCKS. 

EDIT: The blurb's word count has been updated to 265 because I can't shut up. This version is now closer to the final one.

EDIT 2: I'm still working on the blurb, btw. Ha. Once I decide on the final version, I'll post it separately from this.

'Hell-Knights' and Vampires as I Like 'Em

Like The Flowers of St. Aloysius, Hell-Knights was also partly inspired by a very specific sequence that I ended up leaning heavily on for mental fuel. In this instance, instead of a scene in a movie, it was a music video that made use of one of my favorite tracks* from one of my favorite CDs.

The idea of a vampire exorcism inside a church turned into an itch I needed to scratch, and since I no longer published with a press by then, I finally realized I could do whatever I wanted with the scattered bits of story ideas that demanded to be wrangled into a complete book. 

My preference for vampires has always been -- and always will be -- influenced by folklore and not modern takes by Hollywood and contemporary writers like Anne Rice. To me they'll always be reanimated corpses that need to be destroyed in order for their bodies and even souls to find rest. The only time I wrote something more modern in the approach to vampire fiction was Desmond and Garrick, which I also meant to write in the vein of Georgian satirists. But I'll talk more about that book when the time comes.

So, yeah -- not only traditional vampire lore, but also the sense of entrapment in an AU version of Venice, hence the heavy-handedness of Catholic iconography. But y'all should expect that from me, really. There's no going around my Catholic past.

And speaking of Catholic iconography, Hell-Knights is chock-full of metaphor and symbolism with the use of names. I was very specific about them when I worked on the book. The churches of St. Agnes and St. Raphael, representing purity for the former and healing for the latter, but with the plague of vampires infesting Decima, the purity of St. Agnes has been tainted. St. Raphael offers healing in the latter half of the book.

St. Michael (the warrior angel) is Michele, and St. Gabriel (the messenger angel) is Gabriel, the visiting Englishman. I can't say more about those two characters' roles in the book, but they are their namesakes within the context of the book. And lastly, the Parcae (the Fates) also figure largely in the book: Nona, Decima, and Morta. Again, those names pop up for specific reasons in the story.

Hell-Knights is one of two e-books currently on sale for 50% off throughout April. You can get your copies from Smashwords or Kobo, and for other stores, go to the book's Books2Read page for a list. 

* the video actually uses three tracks, the primary one being "Night of the Wolf" with snippets of two other tracks worked in (the intro before the main song and the whispered "You belong to us" in the middle of the exorcism)

'The Flowers of St. Aloysius' and Fave Tropes

The Flowers of St. Aloysius was my second effort at self-publishing a full-length novel (the first being Guardian Angel). This time I dove right into a full-on dark fairy tale, inspired primarily by two fiction tropes.

The first was the "poisoned maiden" trope or legend, which can be found in a lot of folktales from all over the world. My favorite incarnation of it is Nathaniel Hawthorne's short story, "Rappaccini's Daughter" (a highly recommended read, btw). 

The second trope, one that's more modern and more common in romance fiction, is the forced marriage trope. In this instance, one specific moment in a movie I watched years ago was my main inspiration for the forced marriage between Laurent and Brys:

This is a still from the movie Le Reine Margot from 1994. Just get a load of the heaviness of the scene -- visually and thematically. Overseen by a host of cardinals on one hand and the scheming royal family on the other (right side of the picture). Henri and Marguerite don't look happy, and for a better understanding of the significance of the moment, here's a video of the actual wedding scene:

So that moment stuck with me and was easily recalled when I planned the outline of the novel. Forced marriage, enemies-to-lovers, and the poisoned maiden legend all worked well together in the end. In the course of writing Guardian Angel, I considered writing one-shots that are connected to each other not in terms of an overarching plot, but through other elements instead.

Like the country, its folklore and even its commerce, and how all those dictate occult events in each book. The Flowers of St. Aloysius takes place in France, and events in the story are shaped by nature magic and aristocracy and so reads more like a gothic fairy tale than a classic gothic romance like Guardian Angel. Oh, and there's also Roman Catholicism generously worked in (St. Aloysius Gonzaga is the patron saint of young men and boys).

The Flowers of St. Aloysius is one of the books on sale for 50% off all month. You can get a copy from Smashwords or Kobo, and for other online stores, check out the book page on Books2Read.

All Quiet (for Now)

Been spending time not only reading, but reconnecting with stuff from the past (recent and medium-recent, if you will). And after a shitty-ass February followed by a calming and considerably more cheerful March, I'm determined to find my center again in April. It's still too early to call, but this month's hit a couple of mild snags, and March's more hopeful energy seems to be carrying over. Knock on wood, obvs.

So, a quick rundown:

CONCLAVE -- as mentioned in a previous post, I decided to rewatch this movie since it's available on Peacock streaming, which we're temporarily subscribing to. On my first go, I fell in love with the performances and the visuals (cinematography heaven!) but wasn't convinced of the movie being a thriller (more of a mystery movie, and it's a very subtle one at that). This time around, though, I was able to focus a lot more on the story itself and took my time with it as I did four separate viewings to complete this movie as opposed to just one the first time around.

What struck me the most in my second viewing was the element of the gothic or even something of the otherworldly in the story and how events unfolded. Bellini said the late Pope always beat him at chess because he was never less than eight moves ahead. And that kept making itself felt, I thought, given how he refused to accept Lawrence's resignation, how he tried to help Benitez and also refused his resignation. How he spied on everyone's activities and kept records of bank transactions (proof of corruption) in a place he seemed to expect Lawrence would go to after his death. 

Like he knew everything that was going to happen once he dies and, in a way, helped guide things along. Orchestrate everything after death.

And there were environmental cues as well such as the turtles, Benitez's delight in seeing them, and -- especially this bit -- the nuns almost always awash in light and actively moving around with purpose vs. the cardinals who're sequestered and huddling practically in the dark from start to finish (until the penultimate moment when the car bomb explodes and shatters windows, letting sunlight in). 

That touch of the supernatural as I see it. The claustrophobic atmosphere of a place that's locked down completely where people pull friends and allies aside and confer in whispers. The way the filmmakers chose to shoot scenes in a very formal and even rigid way that blessed my eyeballs with some of the most striking visuals I've ever seen in any film. All of those together gave me a sense of the gothic, which actually made me appreciate the movie even more. 

I mean, really, seeing the dead Pope's fingerprints in everything that happens is kind of creepy. And that's a major win.  

ZINES -- I'm currently on a nostalgic kick with zines and have been checking out videos on their history and their place in counter-culture and punk scenes. 

Back in the 'noughts, I used to pass this family-run cigar shop in Berkeley as part of my work commute, and I'd stop by maybe once or twice a week to check out their stuff. They sold magazines from all over the world as well as literary journals and zines in addition to cigars, pipes, cigarettes, etc. I LOVED THAT STORE. I'd spent so much money there, buying literary journals that inspired me to pursue writing and publishing, and I also browsed through their zine collections. At that point, all my cash was already used up by the literary journals I got that I didn't have any more left over for zines.

I honest to God hope they're making a comeback, and I'll go to Half-Price Books or Moe's Books or Pegasus or whatever indie bookstore along my current commute for some zines. Now that I'm older and more aware of a hell of a lot more things in the world, I'd happily shed even more online and scrolling time in favor of some great DIY / passion projects that you don't find everywhere.